Anne Boleyn (
happyfalcon) wrote2014-04-12 02:15 pm
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Prompt: Masquerade
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Few things made Anne happier than dressing up. A masquerade ball at her family's castle at Hever before All Hallow's Eve was just what she had needed. Mary and her mother came from France to join the festivities, and George was finishing his own outfit in his room. Anne herself had prepared a fine blue gown and a nicer mask to match. She pinned some of her dark hair back and let it fall in waves down her back.
After she tied the mask behind her head, donned the dress and proper jewels, Anne made her way downstairs. Only a few guests had arrived, all clad in masks and laughing gaily. Anne recognized a few voices, and of course she recognized the goofy gait and teasing of her brother George. But others she didn't recognize.
Still, she enjoyed the atmosphere.
Few things made Anne happier than dressing up. A masquerade ball at her family's castle at Hever before All Hallow's Eve was just what she had needed. Mary and her mother came from France to join the festivities, and George was finishing his own outfit in his room. Anne herself had prepared a fine blue gown and a nicer mask to match. She pinned some of her dark hair back and let it fall in waves down her back.
After she tied the mask behind her head, donned the dress and proper jewels, Anne made her way downstairs. Only a few guests had arrived, all clad in masks and laughing gaily. Anne recognized a few voices, and of course she recognized the goofy gait and teasing of her brother George. But others she didn't recognize.
Still, she enjoyed the atmosphere.

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Relaxing a bit, he felt comfortable enough to tease her more. "Very hot, and even hotter outside of it." Guiding his horse closer to hers, he added, "My good lady, I refuse to believe you would wish to hear a more detailed description than a good kiss."
He sighed at her question. He was no wiser than a moment ago. "I don't know. What are the possibilities? Would you live with me if I won't get a divorce?" He knew that was a lot to ask, but it needed to be said out loud.
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"I just happen to think there are better adjectives for that kiss than 'good'," Anne replied.
She was quiet for several minutes, considering the suggestion. For a moment she just imagined living with him, being with him. Married or not, Anne could be content.
"If we could.." Anne sighed. "But we can't...for more than one reason."
Her images and dreams of being with him, waking up with him, were slowly fading away as Henry's forboding shadow loomed over her mind.
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As Anne fell silent, so did Wyatt. He wasn't so foolish as to think she'd cheerfully jump at the chance to be his mistress (and to let the world to know it) but as Anne didn't say anything for quite some time, he almost hoped she was considering it.
And then she refused. "No... you deserve better." He shook his head, understanding. "Believe me, I didn't ask it lightly." He could live like that but he didn't wish public scorn on her.
His marriage was an obstacle in itself. Unsurmountable, it seemed. But it wasn't the only one and he needed to know what else he was up against. Anne had never explained why she had turned away from him. He could only make intelligent guesses about it.
"I believe it's time for honesty, don't you think? I'm married, yes, but would it even change anything if I wasn't? Your father... I know he wants to make a good match for you. Is that on the works as we speak?"
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Or rather, how to explain without making him think that she's at all happy about it?
"He does...and it is..." A deep breath. "He wishes me to court the King, and to do a better job than Mary, at that."
So it was obvious then that her father cared not for public scorn of her. No woman who pursued the King ever had a decent reputation at court.
Reputation, when it came down to it, mattered little to Anne, though not in the case of the King. If she were to throw away her reputation, it would need to be for a worthy cause: Love, loyalty. Things the King of England knew little about.
Anne couldn't look at Thomas, she could already feel her chest growing tight as her emotions began war within herself.
"I do not think that it is a matter of my deserving better, Thomas. I would like to think that it's about my deserving to be happy, or at least free to make my own choice."
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It was as if Wyatt's horse was as unsettled to hear the news as he was; it kept takings nervous sidesteps and not stopping despite of his efforts. Finally managing to face Anne, he tried to catch her eyes but she was avoiding looking at him. Well, now he knew what he was up against.
"I shouldn't be surprised but... The King is as firmly married as I am." He thought of Mary, the rumours that surrounded her, and he thought of Bessie Blount whom the King had discarded earlier. So now Anne, his Anne, was to be the next.
"Damn him! Damn your father!" he blurted out.
He didn't want to think how far things had already gone during the last few months. Henry didn't have a habit of waiting for women. Though something she said made Wyatt wonder...
"Do you want the King if he's the one to make you happy?"
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Still, Thomas' outburst startled her a bit, demanded her direct attention - so she looked up at him. In a strange way, she was glad for his anger towards her father; to her, it meant that he saw how utterly ridiculous and hypocritical this plan seemed as well. The king had discarded Mary, among countless others, and now she would be lucky to find a mediocre husband, let alone a good one as their father claimed to want for his daughters. Would the same fate befall her? Would the king discard Anne as well, and render her a social pariah whom no man would even consider marrying?
How could her father tolerate such a thing? His lofty ambitions would cost far too much in the end, at least in Anne's opinion.
"It's a null point because he does not make me happy," Anne replied. "The king is coarse, greedy - as a king ought to be, I suppose."
But that was not the way to Anne's heart. Suddenly a memory occurred to her and Anne's mouth twisted in a half-amused smirk.
"He thinks me some common chambermaid, I think. He seems to think that by giving me gifts and fine jewels that I'll melt and fall prey to his advances," Anne snapped. "I sent them back. But still he writes and sends more gifts in their place."
They were fine gifts indeed, there was no doubt of that; and her father had been terribly angry when he learned of her refusal. But Anne had no interest in Henry. The letters he wrote her seemed terribly ideal - clearly he was saying what he thought she wanted to hear. Trying to woo her and seduce her with his pen.
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But then, what could he say? He was pleased to know Anne didn't care for the King, at least not yet, but hearing about the many gifts she had been given wasn't exactly comforting.
"I see... It's not just your father's wish. It's the King's wish as well." The motives of those two men no doubt varied but they seemed to have a mutual agenda.
Trying to seduce a woman with his pen. That wasn't far from true in Wyatt's case, either. The difference was, he couldn't add jewellery to his letters.
His face turned into a frown as he sighed a desperate, "Anne-". Blood rushed through him; he needed to get away. Not from her but from the situation. So Wyatt did what Anne had did when leaving the stables. After giving her a nod to follow, he urged his horse into a fast-paced gallop across the fields.
Riding gave him the much needed rush but with all the wine in his veins, he had to pause quicker than he wanted. Jumping down, and throwing the reins carelessly over a low-hanging tree branches, he stumbled a few steps and stopped to catch his breath.
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Thomas always wrote in a soft sweetness that she loved. Henry, as she said, was direct and coarse in his phrases.
"They do," she nodded. "But no one bothers to consider my wishes..."
The second part was a soft addition, quiet. There was no subtle hint of bitterness in it either. She was indeed angry. Her father thrust her into this, without regard for her concerns and her desires. His only concern had been for his own fortune.
Damn him, indeed.
Anne looked up to Thomas again and turned her horse to follow as he beckoned her. She kicked her horse's sides, spurring him on after Thomas. Though when he slowed to a stop, she did the same. Anne slid slowly from her saddle, landing gracefully on her feet. She followed his motion, setting her reins on a branch before stepping up to him.
"Thomas?" She tilted her head a bit to get a better look at him, to make sure that he was all right.
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"I have always liked this spot right here," he whispered. The landscape was only gently undulating around these parts, but from where they were standing, a fine view of the fields and a river in the distance was given for their eyes to admire.
Wyatt kissed her ear. "I understand why you didn't want to tell me. Why you couldn't tell me. I just wish- I'm sorry you've had to carry such a secret."
He swayed Anne in his arms. "I can't compete with the King. I feel as though... my hands are tied."
He stared at the scenery before them. He would not be able to look at it again without remembering this sadness.
"Do I have to let you go, Anne Boleyn? I love you."
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"Leave it to you to find such a place, Thomas," Anne chuckled, leaning back into his embrace, her back flush against his chest. "I can see how you would draw inspiration for your poems from such a place."
Anne was very, very quiet as he continued. In her mind she replayed that moment when she said that to him, when she had tried to push him away and out of her life for what she had thought was forever. Yet here they stood.
She turned slowly, glancing up to him as she moved to face him. Her eyes glanced up to catch his gaze.
"There's no competition, Thomas," that seemed very plain to her. "He can try all he likes, but as you said: My heart belongs to you."
She paused, drinking in the warmth of the moment, savoring it for as long as she could.
"I...know it is not for me to ask. But Thomas...please, do not let me go. I know not how we might even attempt to make something work but...to do so would be of substantial risk...I could not ask that of you. But, if nothing else, please don't let go..."
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Wyatt brushed his finger along her chin and tipped his head down, giving a gentle kiss on her forehead first, then on lips.
"I wasn't thinking of competition so much in your eyes but in the eyes of the world, but thank you for saying that." He gave her another little kiss. "More than that, I was thinking how it is near impossible to find any sort of solution that's in favour of us. If it was anyone else, we could at least pretend we'll have a chance."
He took hold of her shoulders and kept her there. "I don't want to let you go but how can I hold you if the King wants you? Imagine if he knew how well I know you..." He shook his head.
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His touch was soft and sweet. How sorely she had missed it. Henry would seize her, in fact on one occasion he had taken her by the throat in jealousy. But that just gave proof to Thomas' argument. If Henry did know how well they knew each other, Thomas would likely be a head shorter.
Anne returned each kiss, even bringing her fingers up to gently cup his cheek
"What matters to you more, Thomas: The opinion of the world or my opinion?" Anne could care less what people thought of her if she was happy. What Thomas thought of her mattered much more to Anne than what the world thought of her.
There was sadness in her eyes as he spoke. She could not bear to part with him, the mere thought alone terrified her.
"Then...is there no hope for us, Thomas?"
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Wyatt closed his eyes to soak up her nearness. He needed a moment to find the right words to her question. He was worried they'd get into another argument over what he was about to say.
"They both matter, in different ways. Your opinion makes my heart sing, the opinion of others makes it fearful. I'm afraid fear can be a more powerful motivator than love. We shouldn't make hasty decisions." He wasn't particularly proud to admit being that cowardly so in order to soften it up, he leaned in for yet another kiss.
"In a day or two we'll be back in London. Will you be brave enough to see me there? If you are, there is hope." He wanted to believe that, against all odds.
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She and George did not have the same relationship that they once did. And Anne certainly could not have such dialogue with the king.
Anne was disappointed in his answer, but she did not wish to have another argument. She fought back her feelings of sadness, fought back the urge to show her true feelings. Anne would be the flawless actress that she was; she forced a small smile.
"You're not wrong, Thomas," Anne replied. She was grateful for the kiss.
Because he was right: They would be back in London soon enough. Anne needed to drink in all the contact she could get from Thomas before she was back to suffering through the touch of the king.
And it would indeed be suffering.
"With all that has been said, Thomas, is that really a question you need to ask of me? It seems more to me that you are the one with reservations," Anne spoke slowly and softly, keeping sure that there was no aggression in her tone. She did not wish to argue, but she could feel his hesitation. However, she could also understand the reasons why he might.
After all, why give up security, wealth and social standing for a woman? Such things only occurred in fairy tales, did they not?
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She ought not to hide her true feelings from him. Honesty was what he asked of her. Without honesty, they could never hope to find a solution to their predicament. However, they also needed to be able to talk calmly and to spare each other of unnecessary grief.
That is why Wyatt didn't point out that Anne had been the one to call off their relationship. No matter what her reasons had been, she hadn't acted brave then.
"That is what I ask. I am reserved because of you. You will lose more than me if our affair becomes public. I am also reserved because this is something I don't want to mess up. We're not given a dozen chances. We're given one, if that. I wish to think this through properly."
His fingers tangled in her long hair, and eyes sought contact with hers. "It is because of my reservations that I need you to be brave. And you must make sure the King is content with as little as you give him."
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Anne would not have hidden her true feelings, except that she was ashamed for feeling them. In this case, at least. They made her feel weak, vulnerable. It was not something she enjoyed because it meant that she was not in complete control.
She gave a soft sound, almost akin to a purr when she felt his fingers in her hair. After a moment her dark eyes opened, finding his and fixating upon them.
"Must we be so bound by the chains of secrecy? Is it really so much to ask of the world or some divine power to be free?" Anne thought aloud, for these were questions that she'd been asking herself for some time. "I will be brave, Thomas - for I must be so."
Not just for his sake, but for her own. No woman had ever refused the king's advances as she did - nor had any woman so brazenly protested the will of her father as Anne did. For all his tyrannical commands, her father could not force Anne to share a bed with the king.
"What shall you do then, Thomas? While I am refusing the king, giving him the briefest of kisses and touches when I must, what will you do? For that matter, what can we possibly do to see each other in the meantime?" Anne did not want Thomas to put himself at risk; but she was curious to know whether or not they were truly in this together.
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"It's the same for everyone, and everyone has secrets. If not like ours, then something else. A court life wouldn't thrive without them. As for why we keep them... for fear of revealing our true selves, perhaps."
Anne's request was another proof of her intelligence. Wyatt's expression shifted from a slight surprise to a definite respect. He would have wanted to kiss her soundly at that moment but to do so would have rendered her to a mere object of him.
"You are absolutely right to ask that of me. It is not just you who must make sacrifices or to work for our cause." He shuddered to think of Henry making advances on her.
"I will consult with Cromwell regarding my marriage. Mayhap he knows some way or another to go about the divorce. Though I must be honest with you, I'm not holding out much hope." He was weary of trying it once more, but it was what Anne wanted. He knew that much.
"As I think about it, I am not sure if changing chambers would be wise after all. My current one is small but in a quieter corner of the castle. You should be able to seek me there like you used to. Which option would you prefer?"
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"My memories are not so well-preserved either, however, I am most certain that you were just as cunning and wily then as you are now," Anne replied. "What else was there for me to do? I couldn't very well let you best my wits and charm, at least not without putting a bit of effort into it myself."
Her smile remained when his answer came. Content that he was just as willing to work for their mutual happiness as she was. Anne bit her lower lip - unwilling to think on what would happen if they could not come up with some form of solution before the time came when she could no longer deny the pressures of her father and of the king to join his bed. It was bad enough to think about, let alone discuss.
"Thomas, in a world riddled with deceivers and enemies who weave lies around me to lead me down wrong paths, I know that I can always count upon you to be honest," One hand came up, her fingers brushing against his cheek, along the ends of his curls. "For that I am very grateful, even if you don't always deliver the sweetest news."
As long as he was trying, that was enough for her. What more could she ask of him, after all? He could only do his best, and that's what he seemed to be promising. Anne would be content with that.
"Indeed though, you are right - I would be wary of asking too many favors of Master Cromwell," Anne's tone darkened a bit. Cromwell had his uses, and he seemed close enough with her father for the time being. But something about him...she didn't trust him, not completely at least. "He doesn't seem the type of man to which I would want to owe many debts..."
Still, her dark tone doesn't linger. Her trademark smirk is once again on her lips, contemplating already the different ways she could slip to his chambers after nightfall. Perhaps even wait for him in his bed before he even retired for the night, clad only in the furs he spoke of the night before.
"For now I could be content to seek you there, where your chambers are now," Anne nodded. "If such an idea would please you as well, that is."
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Wyatt took hold of Anne's hand and kissed the soft inside of her wrist. Eyes closing for a brief moment, he breathed in her warmth. "Do not worry that I should ever believe any foul accusations of you. I know you. You have your temper but you're true and faithful. I will do all that I can to bring you the sweetest news. And if I can't, I will help you see the good in a bad situation."
Big words but he was caught in the moment. That Anne was willing to plan a future with him after the months of acting cold, had turned his life suddenly around. However, he was brought back to reality from his daydreams by her subtle doubts about the Earl of Essex.
"You and Tallis are carved from the same tree when it comes to Cromwell. He thinks I should be my own man." Wyatt frowned. "Am I blind to something others see? I do not feel bound or restricted by that man. He is serious, yes, but smart and he's done good things."
Though Wyatt much rather concentrated on Anne than Cromwell now. He had no idea that his offhand comment of being only wrapped up in furs had given her imagination such fodder.
"Does it ever." He had to kiss her now. One hand rising up to hold the back of her head and the other firmly around her waist, Wyatt planted his lips over Anne's.
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She bit her lower lip, watching carefully as Thomas kissed her wrist. The softness of his lips against such sensitive skin, it took quite a bit of self control to keep from moaning at least a little bit. Her gaze softened though, at his words, and she smiled down at him.
"You're too kind to me, Thomas," Anne replied. Her fingers seemed perfectly content to remain along his cheek and in his hair. It was an all too natural reaction, wanting to feel a closeness that she had stupidly denied all this time. It was only then that Anne realized how foolish she had been.
How could she have thought to eliminate him from her life? How could she have denied him and kept him at a distance this long? Anne shook her head softly at her own foolishness. For now she realized just how much she needed him; how his touch and the brush of his lips on her skin set her ablaze with desire and lust.
"I simply think that Cromwell has his own motives, like any other member of the king's court," Anne pointed out. Though they themselves were included in that group, when she thought about it. "Really, if we wanted to secure our safety, we would find out what motivates not only Cromwell, but anyone else who posed a threat to us if we were discovered. That way we could have a little...insurance, if you will."
But Thomas effectively snuffed out all thoughts of Cromwell, Henry and his court when he leaned in to kiss her. Anne's lips parted when she felt his against hers. Her lips seized his lower lip between them, her body leaned into his, influenced by his grip around her head and waist.
How much time had she wasted, denying contact like this? Anne's arms wrapped around his neck as she returned his kiss. Needing him more now than she had ever remembered needing him before.
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With his newfound understanding that her actions had been borne out of fear and helplessness, not cruelty, he didn't feel the need to get even anymore. He would not be reminding her about that day in order to make her feel quilty.
Still kissing her, Wyatt took a few steps and, moving them under an oak tree, gently pressed Anne's back against the trunk. Both of his hand down at her waist now, Wyatt moaned in quiet satisfaction.
"We shall start afresh. No bitterness over what has happened. That I promise," he said, after breaking the kiss. "I will also be careful with any commitments to my betters, including Cromwell, if that makes you more comfortable. I need his help, but I will keep it strictly professional."
It was easy to smile once again.
"Ye know my heart, my lady dear,
That since the time I was your thrall
I have been yours both whole and clear."
Wyatt rubbed their noses together. "I am very much looking forward to seeing you in London."
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Anne would not make the same mistake again.
She was totally enveloped in his kiss, feeling the trunk of the tree at her back didn't bother her in the slightest. It felt natural, just as natural as being held in his arms. Her hands slid down his chest, eyes transfixed on his when he spoke. But she was so overwhelmed with joy and emotion at his words that Anne couldn't stop herself from leaning up and seizing his lips in another quick, but nonetheless passionate kiss.
"I know not what I've done that God has graced me to be so fortunate - really Thomas, you are too kind to me," he could have made her beg his forgiveness. And as desperate as Anne would have been to earn it, she wasn't the begging type - unless it was done in the desire to be playful. "Yes, it will be as it once was, better in fact! And I will not seek to dictate your dealings, that is not for me to say. I simply think you would be wise to be leery of him. If I thought he was leading you astray, I would say more on the matter."
Anne knew Thomas was smart enough to recognize a snake when he saw one. She in turn could act as a second pair of eyes, seeing what he might potentially gloss over.
Her smile tugged at the corners of her lips as their noses touched. Anne tipped her forehead towards his, letting her dark strands of hair mingle with his golden strands.
"As am I," there was allure in the idea of sneaking behind everyone. "Think of it, Thomas: You have the one thing the King of England himself desires...and can't ever possess."
((ooc: Oooh I saw this before!! Oh, his face at her execution...breaks my heart EVERY time!! But this does indeed describe them INCREDIBLY well!))
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"I am kind to you because you allow me to be. That is how this works." She held the keys to his heart in her hands, and that was fine with him. However, his mind was another matter.
"You're incorrigible!" Wyatt lifted her chin up and scolded her in jest. "I do believe you're back to your old self again, finding amusement in a situation that a day ago was all doom and gloom."
He grinned. "He's the King, Anne. The King. And you're planning to play with him so shamelessly." He really couldn't love her more for it. They would have to be careful like no other had ever been before them, but there was something to be said for Anne's daring nature.
Eyes drawn to her smiling mouth again, Wyatt brought his face closer, teasingly, and flicked his tongue across her lips. Though when he tried to kiss her properly his stomach growled. Wyatt laughed against her mouth.
"I missed breakfast," he admitted.
((OOC: When this thread comes to an end, I have some ideas for more :P ))
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"He assumes that he holds my heart, and my father presumes that he can give my heart to whomever he pleases. Little does he realize, my heart's already been promised to another...to you..."
Anne parted her lips a bit, allowing her tongue to flick out and meet his. And then his stomach's rumbling gave her pause. She bit her lower lip in an attempt to silence herself, but sge could not fight her laughter.
"And whose fault was that? My father made it a point to prepare a very nice breakfast for his guests." She teased him right back.
((ooc: It seems to be winding down well enough - and believe me I have a few ideas myself! Whenever you're ready to start plotting those :) ))
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Because honestly, he felt indefinitely better than a mere hour ago. He might have even gone so far as to say that this feeling was more satisfying than having sex with her last night. That moment had been clouded by desperation that it was to be the last time he could hold her in such a profound way.
Now their disagreements had been settled and forgiven. Now he had something to look forward to.
"As much as I hate to say it, I should be going." He walked up to his horse and remembered there was a leather flask hanging from the saddle. A drink would give him the needed refreshment. He popped the cork off, glancing Anne. "I would offer but... it's just ale." He held the bottle toward her just in case.
"I'm going to be staying in Allington for a few days but I should be heading back to London by Wednesday the latest. What about you?"
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